1. Are you going to have children? My standard answer, "I don't know, you'll have to ask God."
2. You put off having children so you could develop your career, right? Wrong. Actually, I DIDN'T develop my career (go into management, etc) because I assumed I would have children and then be home with them most of the time.
3. Your dogs are kind of like your kids, right? Uh, no! That's disgusting to me.
4. Have you had or are you going to have any treatments--invitro, etc? No, not at this time. Bob and I have both felt very strongly that we are not to go that route.
5. Why don't you adopt? I know this sounds crazy, but we have had many people give us leads about kids that needed to be adopted. I counted recently and easily came up with 20!! different kids that we have considered adopting. Obviously, none of them have worked out and for a wide variety of reasons.
6. You want my kids? Thanks--but you would be begging for them back real soon!
7. What do I say? What do I not say? Just be yourself. It's pretty difficult to offend me. It's fine to ask questions. If it's not a good time to talk about it, I will say so. Check out the links below.
8. What are the most difficult things about infertility? Mother's Day (I don't go to church on Mother's Day, it hurts too bad). Christmas, baby showers, and baby dedications are also difficult. Pregnancy announcements are difficult--some of our friends have made a special effort to let us know privately before their big announcement is made in a public place-such as church. That small gesture means a lot.
9. Are you mad at God because you haven't had children? I serve a big God who is capable of handling tough questions and my frustration and, yes, anger. The 10 years I have spent on this path of infertility has taught me many things. I have a deeper, more meaningful relationship with God. Bob and I have learned to enjoy each other's company and to face these challenges together. Most of all, I have learned that...
10. What's next? Stay tuned for possible developments...we just had another adoption lead. Do we dare to dream yet again?
Links for more info:
www.hannah.org --information for anyone with questions about infertility, adoption, miscarriages, infant loss, and much more. Explore the different links. There's info for friends, families, and pastors. The "Beliefs" and "Issues" links are especially helpful.
www.hannahsprayer.org The community forum part of the above link. It takes a little patience to get access but it is well worth the trouble. It is a Christian website and the girls there are wonderful to offer info and support.
http://www.heritage-umc.org/html/helping_a_loved_one_with_infer.html --this is a page that has basic info about do's and don'ts when trying to support a friend who is dealing with infertility.
The best book I found on the subject is, "When Empty Arms Become a Heavy Burden." There are other books and websites out there if anyone needs more info I will be glad to help.
15 comments:
((((HUGS))))) That pain is a distant memory for me now. Thank you for sharing from your heart. I have prayed for you from time to time on this issue, but will resolve to be more faithful in it.
Sometimes it is so hard to see God in it all and impossible to understand but God has a purpose and a reason for everything in our lives. I pray that God will bless you and strengthen you.
Love you!
Misty
You do not know me; (I don't think) but I found your blog a while back from another blog.
My husband and I were infertile for 8 long years. We wanted children so bad. To this day, we don't know why. But I prayed for a baby (something my uncle told me to never do) and God gave us a baby, a special needs son, who in some ways will always be a baby. I guess God was preparing us for this special baby, and when the time was right, He sent him. Then 6 years later we were blessed with a beautiful daughter who has brought so much sunshine and laughter to our home. After Preston was born, I could hardly go and visit friends when they had a baby because my baby was whisked away from me, and I would be so torn up. But God gave us a normal experience with Melissa and now it is ok for me to visit new moms.
God has a plan for you all; we don't know what it is. Just trust Him.
Thank you for being so open and transparent! I will be praying for you, not feeling sorry for you because you both are such great people and I know God has a plan for you! Whether is through you or through someone else. You were a vital part of who and where I am today. Thank you for taking time that youth camp!
Shar, thanks for sharing. It's not easy I know. Another one of my friends struggle with this and as selfish as this may sound, I have struggled because I couldn't have more children after Darrell was born. I'm so blessed to have two wonderful boys and yet the pain of not having others still hurt. I also know the pain of adoption not going through. You are not alone. I'm so glad you shared. May God work wonders in your life and bless you abundantly. He CARES more than we do...and we care a lot :)
Love you.
Vicki
I'm still praying for you! I really don't know what to say, but I wanted you to know that I was praying for you! I can't even pretend to know what you're going through and I certainly don't understand, but the song comes to mind, "I don't need to understand, I just need to hold HIS hand."
Granddaddy would say, "Keep pressing onward and upward. May the Lord lead, guide and direct you by HIS power divine." :) (Can't you just hear him?)
{{{{Shar}}}}
Love you lots,
Crystal
Great post. So sorry you've had to go through this. I'm glad you found our book helpful. Send me your snail mail at sglahn at gmail dot com and I'll mail you a copy of the later book on infertilty that we wrote. Sending this with a prayer. Sandra Glahn
Thank you so much for sharing your heart Shar Your post really touched me. I will be praying for you.
Love you!
You both are SO Strong. You both are so Courageous for sharing your journey..... My Love and Hugs to you both. -Know that someone in Dallas, Texas is bending a knee in prayer, and lighting a candle in faith that your dream(s) come true very soon, in one fashion or another.
"Where two or more are gathered together in my name, there I am in their midst." - Matthew 18:32
Shar,
What a great post, very touching. I know God must have something special for you and Bob. Phil and I have cousins that I'm sure are in the same situation you are going through. They would make wonderful parents. We don't always know God's reasons and sometimes it is so hard to accept what He has chosen. May God bless you and give you peace and comfort. I pray He will also give you wisdom with decisions that come your way.
God bless you,
Sherry
Shar ~
I want you to know I'm praying for you all. While I have been able to have children I've almost suffered the loss of 2 miscarriages in 2 years. You recommended the book Empty Arms to me during that time and I found it AWESOME! Sometimes we do not understand God's ways but I still choose to hold to His Unchanging Hand. Love ya lots! Keep encouraged!
My dear Shar and Bob:I am another who cannot say I do not know the pain of your situation from personal experience,but I can validate the facts as I know them of a loving Heavenly Father whose mercies are renewed every morning for each of us in our own personal Gethsemanies.That and the fact of a promise in my Bible that I put your name by in the past year right below my dear sister-in-laws name many years ago. Take heart dear ones.There is nothing too hard for God.As always,holding you close in heart and prayers.Love,Aunt M Hope to see you sooner rather than later.
Hey Shar- This is Sarah- I don't understand why things like this happen myself- I know you see in the medical field even more so than I the ones who have babies and don't care- I don't understand what God is doing in these times.. There is a song that says
All things work for our good though sometimes we can't see how they could struggles that break our hearts in two sometimes blind us to the truth. Our Father knows whats best for us. His ways are not our own. So when your pathway grows dim and you just can't see Him. Remember your never alone. God is too wise to be mistaken. God is too good to be unkind. So when you don't understand, when you cant see His plan when you can't trace His hand trust His heart.
Thank you so much for sharing your heart with us all- I know it has to be so hard.
I love you and will be seeing you soon.
Love,
Sarah Bright(Schaper)
Shar,
I'm so sorry to hear about your situation. My sister could not have kids for the longest time and then the Dr. found out her problem and after 3 miscarriages, she had a beautiful baby girl. I don't know the pain personally, but I went through it with my sister. I will be praying for you. We serve a mighty God and He is in control of our lives. Bless you!
Shar,
What a touching post. It really helped me to know what to say to others and how better to help when we don't always have the right words to say. I am reminded of a beautiful verse...."For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans for hope and a future. Jer. 29:11" We can rest in the one who already knows what is ahead for us. Praying for you and trusting God for that hopeful future!
Love, Carla
Shar,
Thank you so much for sharing this.
I do not understand God's ways, or His timing, but I trust His heart and I trust and wait with you .
So much love, Natatlie
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